survival mode at work and home right now
no one is dealing with the state of our current living space
dh is dealing with house paperwork, legal, inspection shit, i understand he doesn’t have time for the housework when he’s with s all day and doing the house stuff
me, i’m not dealing well with being away from S at all. It is getting progressively worse. I absolutely will not give up breasfeeding, right now I feel that connection between us is essential. The thing that keeps me from drowning.
Last night sucked because I had major anxiety over the house and dinner, which paused at bedtime & sleep but continued right when I woke up this morning.